- the opthamologist told me i had a beautiful eye color.
- i'm making cute quilted coasters for my new apartment.
- i have a new apartment. it's very small and cute. it took me a long time to get used to.
- i'm not sure how to think about the move and what it means for my decision making.
- if i "didn't want this" but it's now working out well and is fine, what do i do about choices in the future?
- finally went back to the gym and worked out. felt good.
- decided to move. decided to go to grad school.
- my grandfather died.
- maybe have ocd. hard to say.
- stopped eating, stopped sleeping, felt immesne pressure on my chest every day. thought i would never feel happy again.(i do feel okay now though.)
- so far in december it's rained.
- i need to make christmas presents for my family. for my mom i'll make homemade wax wraps and get us theatre tickets. and maybe figure out a trip.
for my dad, i'm not sure yet.
- cried a lot around thanksgiving. went to the hospital with my grandfather. immense anxiety about the future
- got covid, climbed in a competition, got my heart broken a little.